June 17, 2025
Oh sweet Jebus I got sleep last night! I mean like 8 whole hours. What a g.d. relief. I have absolutely no natural circadian rhythm, and my probably bi-polar mind does not tire in a way that precludes consciousness sometimes for months at a time. My body faints LOOOOONG before my brain. I am not saying I am having deep thoughts all the time, just that my brain is like a toddler on meth, a pinball, a Rube Goldberg perpetual motion machine. It just doesn't stop. I actually don't mind this, as I have not signed up for practicing the Zen art of No Mind. These times tend to be very fruitful, and luckily for me are not a dangerous mania, just very...mentally active. As great as these periods of creativity and mental capoeira are they do make it a struggle to sleep. Which means I am sitting in a chair mentally bubbling away without the physical zing to get anything done. But today my friends I got sleep. This is the second thing I've written today. (the other was a diary entry which was boring as shit, which is why it's not in here.) So I am going to take advantage of a conscious body and go get some projects tackled.
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